I was born in a time of chaos
But I created a world inside my head
I found love but love didn’t find me
And then I wished I was dead
I realized
I wasn’t innocent like before
It turned into a conflict
And a war began with myself
It’s time to walk through death
I no longer am the same
I need to accept that I have changed
And my heart will never be alright again
Her name is not my name
The way she acts is not the way I act
Her voice is not my voice
Her body is not my body
I have nothing
Only confusion in my mind
The war is finally won
New me won the war
It’s time to walk through death
I no longer am the same
I need to accept that I have changed
And my heart will never be alright again, no
Look at myself in the mirror
The face is the same face
But the inside has gone through a change
And now I have to leave who I was
Transform the outside to represent the inside
Metamorphosis will begin
The old me has died!
credits
from Metamorphösis,
released February 23, 2018
Mixed and masterd by Gustavo Mazuroski.
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